Group thinking our emotional lives

Sometimes, we are prone to group think when it comes to our emotional lives. If we understood the individual from their astrology, we would be able to assist them correctly.

My relationship with my deeply feeling nature has been a brutal one.

I am Capricorn Moon in 8th House, which means the following:

- My emotional and psychological selves are governed by Capricorn and therefore Saturn, Cardinal Earth and the big 'Sky Daddy' of pressure, discipline, pragmatism, sacrifice, and I tend to appear outwardly very composed, no matter what is happening in my heart/mind.

- I keep going no matter how I'm feeling and survive odds that may end someone who doesn't have this moon sign.

- in 8th house, I am used to dominating/understanding my emotional and psychological self through sex, transformation, tabboo topics (a history of severe abuse and neglect), occult matters, obsession, fear, loss and money.

However, this is also the location of my South Node - my North in 2nd House in Cancer.

What does this mean?

It's taken a lifetime for me to have been finally brick-walled so acutely with trauma and insanity that my overwhelmingly 'well controlled' feelings started bursting through. My capacity to 'control' and manage them, through leaving my body and being gifted in the unseen worlds ran short....the feelings were not moving. Saturn was saying,'This isn't sustainable anymore. You need to mature now'.

So, I've embarked on the extremely strange experience of validating my feelings. Listening to them. Having space from people who don't feel healthy for me or who tend to over-explain my own feelings to me and sometimes gaslight me in the process.

I can honestly say, as a being who has been karmically responsible for aeons of time, I'm speeding up my ability to say, 'No. I don't like that.' And astonishingly for me - my sense of self has increased dramatically. I am no longer only my 8th house gifts - I am my own mother, my own consort, my own best friend, my own muse. Ultimately, the feeling aspect hasn't been nearly as hard as the refusal to validate the correctness of my inner world and what I need to feel secure (security on Earth - another huge Cap theme).

We are actually a holographic projection of karma, pain, giftedness, tendencies of perception, and resistance. Modern therapy never accounts for what we actually are, and therefore cannot meet the being in their inherent correctness. Talk therapy can be helpful in allowing a person space to vent, but what comes after that if they don't know what they're carrying onto the Earth and why they're carrying it?

Evolutionary astrology gives a complete picture to the other. And it's not some vague recipe: it's their actual idiosyncratic and perfect diagnosis, from which they can accomodate the evolutionary imperative and start to heal the way their soul needs to heal.

This isn't ever intellectual. This is correct via the longitude and latitude of your birth.

And thereby: immensely healing on every level.