Musings from the abyss

We are 7 planets retrograde this week. This hasn't happened for about 200 years.

I could wax lyrical for hours on each of the retrograde motions individually but, being in human form, the human bit has overtaken me. A strange position for a mega 8th houser at anytime.

I was coaching a client during the week on her human design, and, as is sometimes the case, the words that came out of me were for my benefit as much as for hers. It strikes me over and over how wired we are for eachother. And how the stars NEED us as we need them. The planets need us. My teacher said last week 'God is lonely without you', and I have sat in catastrophic grief on this intense opening and catharsis after she said that. Everything is as it should be. All worlds collide.

Do you know that if you have an undefined G centre in your Human Design chart, when you step into the auric field of someone who has a defined throat and G Centre, they will start telling you who you are. Isn't that astonishing? I am almost wholly undefined, and the relief I've felt upon stepping into the field of those with a defined throat or G Centre has been immense grace at times. Always so hard to position the Self when you're undefined. We dance in this relational space of revelation and concealment.

And this is the holy motion of retrogrades. The Cosmos presses pause. 7 times over in this case; so we can rest in our pain. Isn't that profound. We can be still in our agony and start to see things clearly....not on auto-pilot, or numbed out. But the question marks become stark in relief. A blessing, not a curse because how else do we know who we are unless the Universe surrogates our 'open centres' with it's accuracy. So retrogrades are an intense position certainly, but how else can we see ourselves coherently? And 7 at once!

Breathe. Go quietly. Try to see everything that happens now as a sacred invitation to shed your skins across the board; and from there, we arise like the phoenix. Reframed, initiated, clear; emancipated from our ancient positions of ineptitude and the false defeat of external and internal propaganda, into something closer to holiness. We are collective REVOLUTION